My original goal was to make intense efforts on 3 work exercises, at my job, for about 2 months. I managed to complete 7 weeks before I ran out of push. However much I tried I could no longer keep that intensity up and I eased up on forcing the machine to do what it would rather not be doing, i.e., Working.
By the end of this 7th week I had already set up the observational platform, one that is always there in the backround. So the routine of the machine running on auto-pilot and its' identity, (which is fostered by its thoughts), has become obvious to me. My observations are becoming more objective.
For 2 weeks afterward I would only slip into the 3 exercises when it was absolutely convenient. And this lack of intense efforts on my part I again took to be a weakness. I am continuing to work on the refinement of this process of waking up.
konuzion
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