Friday, April 3, 2009

To all ICW menbers from Shawn (konuzion)

My second experience occurred at the end of my third week of following the movements of the machine with the ordinary headbrain attention. In other words popcorning while painting. I had arrived on friday to assess that I had only managed to practice 2 days (mon.& wed.) out of 5. On tuesday, thursday, and friday there were no Work on Self efforts to be made, or any such desire to even consider anything other than remaining a floating head while the machine runs on auto-pilot.

Around 6 P.M. friday evening, just as I was making an entry in my Work journal, an observational platform spontaneously arrived. I was able to observe the thinking centrum interact simultaneously with the moving centrum activity of hand-writing. As the machine thought, the hand-writing moved in perfect sync. This platform of observation deepened into actual pathways through-out the torso and extremeties while allowing me to be totally in the machine actively observing it.The sensation of a moving whole that is thinking. The importance of this observation isn't the content of my thoughts or moving activities. It's the experience of being right in there and actually seeing the machine.

Imagine suddenly finding yourself observing the machine... " Yup. That's the machine alright. It's moving, thinking, having sensations. All repetitious patterns of movement with form and predictable sequence. And here I am. An observing presense that is intimately spread throughout the thing it is observing".

Gotta Love it!

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