Monday May 18,2009
Dear ICW members,

Some of you may have been following my progress, so for those who have been, I will not backfill on this letter. I recieved my Black Diode Amulet saturday evening and have been wearing it since then. (For what occurred saturday night see my blog) This morning, after arising and moving through ALL the monday mornings' routine, sometime before arriving at my job, I woke up....... I mean, "I WOKE UP !"
Rather, I came back to myself. It did not come accompanied by any "Mystical State," nor was there any warning. One moment I was off, and the next moment I was on. I was quite aghast at the situation since I had last participated..... Alot has happened since the last time I had allowed myself to fall asleep. ( Well, I'll save the details for my Parallel Universe Therapist)

Target the exact brainwave frequency( 7.8 cps) and a device (The Beta-Blocker) to stabilize you there, in the center of the Schumann Resonance feild (the vibration in which the genuine "self" is present), and you got something there!

My Personna in THIS universe has been activated and is presently not drifting. I believe I'm ready for the next target universe. Which will probably be this wednesday night according to UPS, when I'm expecting the Beacon to arrive including the first Induction cd.

I am most grateful to IDHHB,YoYo Dyne Industries, Brane-Power.com, for making available what I've been tracking down my whole life. Thanks a Million !

As always I wish the results of my efforts to be used for the benefit of the Inner Circle Workshop members.

Shawn Barone aka Konuzion

Black Diode Amulet

Sat. May 16, 2009

I recieved the Black Diode Power Amulet today. I had it up and running around my neck by 8p.m.. After a short time I noticed a dominant subtle effect. Some time later I observed a sharpening effect of staying on track (topic) while conversing with my wife. I experienced no mental lapses(or drift) and was able to flow within our conversation to a very enjoyable degree. I also became aware of a sharpening or enhancement of my sensory intake. The whole time an ease of slipping right into meditation mode.

Around 11p.m. I started playing my acoustic guitar. I could hear beautiful overtones vibrating perfectly as they cascaded down into decay. My hearing increased in senitivity. I also sensed the vibrations deeply. The improvisational component was on full as was my execution. This was a nice flowing of a various grooves I was effortlessly able to explore. A really cool pocket I've been in, many times, as a musician. Because I was able to hear more, I was able to sense and feel more and play more.

Konuzion

Meditation to project my consciousness to Parallel World L315a

Thursday May14,2009

Wearing my beta-blocker I again took my lunch down by the river. I then entered my meditation level and projected to the target coordinates L315a. I saw an image of a woman working on her knees. Her dress was similar to muslim garb. She appeared to be washing a tub or possibly mixing mud plaster. The image was faint yet distinct enough. Her name was Shaysa. I tried to focus in clearer but was unable to. Was this woman a parallel persona or just another realm of contact? I do not know. We've been told we need the Beacon to access L315a but that won't stop me from experimenting. I am testing my self-induction skills , my psychic abilities, and the beta-blocker devices. I am not testing to see if they work 'cause I already know that they do. What I don't know yet is what ELSE they can be used for.

I learned hynosis from a freind of mine when I was 19 years old. I turned out to be a lousy inductee but a rather effective inductor. A skill which I happen to retain to this day. We experimented with past-life regressions, future-life progressions ,channeling, and anything else we could cook up. The reason I bring up the subject of hypnosis is that I am now trying to coelesce my previous results within the context of Parallel Universe Training. Some very strange experiences resulted over the years that I experimented with hypnosis on others. After taking the Silva Method of Mind Control in 1990, I better understood some of my earlier experiments in hypnosis. Meditation, self-hynosis, call it what you will. I have had thousands of hours practice in the self-induction state and I am delighted to expand myself in this new Work-form, called Brane -Power, Parallel Universe,Assembly, Re-unification , the Beacon..

Konuzion

My travels in the psychic /intuitive realms

Wed. May 13,2009
L301a-temporal homeworld

I decided to forgo my lunch time meditation routine and just have lunch sitting down by the river. I was recalling the images relating to a place I projected my self to earlier this morning. I had been coalating E.J.'s model of parallel universes by recalling the various impressions stored in me in relation to my musical abilities. Music being the nearest representative of the Divine I could find in this life. The first impression I recalled was the sensation I have of spider fingers. I had from earier years, on the guitar, acquired a discipline of scale practice which resembles the very precise controlled movements of a spider. Next I was drawn to my spider experience which I experienced about 10 years ago.

The Spider Experience: ( Hey! Good name for a Rock Band)

One day while painting in a home-owners basement, I came across a rather large spider the species of which I was familiar with, but whose size I wasn't. I called over my co-worker to show him the spider. I stated to him that I would, for now, cut out around the spider and under NO circumstance was my co-worker to roll in that area. Later on when the spider would move I would come back and finish the unpainted area. Just as I was relating these instructions for my co-worker, the home owner came down and asked what was going on. He ( the home-owner) stated, "Let me just kill the damn thing." To which I responded, " No harm shall come to this creature. Ill take care of it. After all I am a Buddhist at heart and have long since left creatures alone when I am working on houses where they ALSO live." We all went upstairs for a lunch break and I got in my truck and drove to Dunkin Donuts for coffee and blueberry muffin I came back to the house and while standing in the garage eating my muffin, I was no longer a human being eating a store bought muffin. I found myself consumming substance and aware that my digestive tract was not human, neither was my consciousness. I was the consciousness and internal sensing if a spider. My human perspective was tucked so far out of the way in relation to the episode yet recorded it all. There it was, the awesome presense of a spider that I could never put into words. So I went back into the basement and had a heck of a time finding my freind who at some point did move. He was alive and well hidden.

After the first 2 recalled ipressions, ( spider fingers and spider presense) I decide to project myself to a parallel world relating to my musical abilities. And then I saw that world. The hands, musical instruments, a body moving. The figures back was to me and his left hand was on a keyboard of sorts and his right hand was on a wall mounted panel of guitar strings. It was a male humanoid but not human. It may help if you know that I am a south paw guitarists and all of the fret/string work is done with my right hand. Secondly my most dominant hand on the keyboards is my left. As I stated earlier this first visoin occured about 7:45 am.

Now I'm back at lunch recalling this mornings travel and I travel back there. Except Now I'm looking at it as a parallel universe. Then I shift my attention to the e-mail from jinjerroggers, the one she sent out after EJ left for town to go pick up more supplies. " If you want to shift to the prosperity track the time to do it is now. The Back Diode Amulet." So now I'm in THAT parallel track considering how I fit in there. Then I'm switching tracks from there to another continuim. Then you tend to stay in the one you are most comfortable with. Unless ,of course, you see the variety of opportunity around you. All the while wearing the beta-blocker. Thank you, YOYO DYNE INDUSTRIES.

Gotta Love It !

Konuzion

We have become so identifyed with THIS "Temporal Reality Structure," that we have lost touch with our essential nature as Eternal Voyagers. We underwent "forced training" from the culture to function in a Logical/Linear Left-Brained world. This Mind numbing experience effectively blocked out our Intuition and Sensing and caused us to to become fragmented and lopsided, not acting in a unifyed whole.

Most of us drawn to "other-worldly" explorations are always looking for ways to pop out of the box of the Mind. Make no mistake , the mind is a tool much like a hammer. It can be used to build, repair, or tear down a house. It's however you use it.

Konuzions new work routine

(Now that I have a blog it will surely continue to sink into obscurity. I will continue to use this as my work journal)

As I posted last I will no longer force myself to perform the enumerated 3 very difficult work-on-self exercises at my job. I have broke from that routine and switched to a single self-induction at lunch time. I have already accumulated enough of a platform of observation from the inner self to move on to other access points for uncovering the mystery of consciousness.

Since the work of the ICW is in constant flux , so should I be willing and able to switch to whatever techniques or methods suit the flux. It was after my seven week work intensive that I recieved my desk-top beta-blocker. A month I ordered the quater size beta blocker and have been wearing it all day at my job for a week. Now I have recently ordered the Black Diode amulet to up-grade to a stronger field influence. I did have experiences with the desk top model and the pendant that have blended into the backround now. The beta-blocker pendant does block beta if you wish to quite down the mind however one can naturally over-ride that effect as promised by the maker of it. One possible effect of the quarter size beta-blocker is it may be helping me to focus better during my lunch time self-induction. But I may simply just be getting back in shape with this routine through repitition. Now the observations get sticky because before I had the beta-blocker all my efforts were the thing that produced results which is probably the one thing one can gauge. My effort produced THIS result.

What happened after the 7 weeks of work-on- self?

My original goal was to make intense efforts on 3 work exercises, at my job, for about 2 months. I managed to complete 7 weeks before I ran out of push. However much I tried I could no longer keep that intensity up and I eased up on forcing the machine to do what it would rather not be doing, i.e., Working.
By the end of this 7th week I had already set up the observational platform, one that is always there in the backround. So the routine of the machine running on auto-pilot and its' identity, (which is fostered by its thoughts), has become obvious to me. My observations are becoming more objective.
For 2 weeks afterward I would only slip into the 3 exercises when it was absolutely convenient. And this lack of intense efforts on my part I again took to be a weakness. I am continuing to work on the refinement of this process of waking up.

konuzion

alpha/theta state

Dear ICW members,

On sunday april , 5, gorebagg tv demonstrated to the ICW that alpha/theta waves could be sent through the computer medium. My hit on this was as follows:

My "studio" became almost transparent with luminescence, a visual clue of a definite dimensional perception shift. Everything was as it was but different. I experienced an internal state along the lines of my work with popcorn, bow and arrow, and diffused vision. I sensed a definite quieting down of the beta as well as increased awareness and senses.

konuzion

Work to awaken the machine in progress here.

During my 5th week of daily work-exercises the most prominent observation was of the machine identity. Having not the brain power for intense bursts, I resided in a subdued and less intense effort. I was observing the machines' movements less and it's identity more. Which, by the way, from what I can tell is that the machine's identity and the machine are indeed one and the same. I'll launch off into THAT one on a future posting.

During my sixth week of popcorning, invoking my presense, and remembering the impressions of all these previous observations carried foward since I began this Work necessity project, there was less resistance to making consistent efforts along the lines of awakening the machine , invoking my presence, diffusing my vision.
I'm also considering that gorebagg recommends that we could just drop the beta altogether if we wish. And gorebaggs' work idea was a catalysts for my work this week. So today(friday) I'm working all day and I'm Working all day and just shortly after I had packed it in for the day on both fronts, I entered the waking state spontaeously, effortlessly. I probably logged in a good 30 minutes or so in this state.

E.J. Gold and gorebagg tv have provided the most accelerated results I have ever acheived in so short a period of time. And my no less important and dear ICW members who have loaned out their necessity to me is a blessing indeed.

Konuzion

To my fellow ICW members and all beings everywhere.

During my fourth week of focusing my mind strictly on the movements of the body, I entered an observational state that lasted about 2 hours. My painting again shifted to an artistic method rather than the usual precise robotic techniques my auto-pilot would normally supply. I did not initiate this artistic aspect to the experience. Rather it was the result of my successfully engaging the popcorn exercise while painting. Even after the experience faded, I still retain this smoothing of the edges approach while working. Not all the time. But always subtly.

Let me draw your attention to the ICW from last weekend. E.J. stated that the alpha/theta state came as a RESULT of blocking out the beta frequency. Beta frequency being the dominant signal of the thinking mind. From my work with the popcorn exercise and exerting all the brain's attention on the movements of the machine, the ENERGY of the thinking has to be utilized minus the associative/conceptual part. Visual focus is also sacrificed when diverting the brains energy and so is thought. And what every tourist of the latest alpha brainwave craze certainly knows is this, that when your eyes are not focused or when your eyesight is equally diffused , there is a marked increase in the generation of alpha waves.

This last weekend workshop was fabulous. Explaination of spirit radio, stumbling upon a theta generator and a brilliant summing up of what this whole business boils down to.

Would welcome all comments, questions or suggestions.

Konuzion

To all ICW menbers from Shawn (konuzion)

My second experience occurred at the end of my third week of following the movements of the machine with the ordinary headbrain attention. In other words popcorning while painting. I had arrived on friday to assess that I had only managed to practice 2 days (mon.& wed.) out of 5. On tuesday, thursday, and friday there were no Work on Self efforts to be made, or any such desire to even consider anything other than remaining a floating head while the machine runs on auto-pilot.

Around 6 P.M. friday evening, just as I was making an entry in my Work journal, an observational platform spontaneously arrived. I was able to observe the thinking centrum interact simultaneously with the moving centrum activity of hand-writing. As the machine thought, the hand-writing moved in perfect sync. This platform of observation deepened into actual pathways through-out the torso and extremeties while allowing me to be totally in the machine actively observing it.The sensation of a moving whole that is thinking. The importance of this observation isn't the content of my thoughts or moving activities. It's the experience of being right in there and actually seeing the machine.

Imagine suddenly finding yourself observing the machine... " Yup. That's the machine alright. It's moving, thinking, having sensations. All repetitious patterns of movement with form and predictable sequence. And here I am. An observing presense that is intimately spread throughout the thing it is observing".

Gotta Love it!

Early results at efforts to awaken machine


During the first 2 weeks of practicing the popcorn exercise, I maintained slow and steady movements so as not to reflexively move faster than my headbrain could track. This produced a subtle whole body sensing that would linger on throughout the day inbetween my concentrated efforts to force the headbrain to follow all the movements of the machine as a whole.After the first 2 weeks I came home from work and started painting one of the rooms in my home.( a four or five hour project with union breaks, over-time, ect.) At some point I decided to to increase the intensity of my efforts and in shorter, more concentrated bursts. A short while later my painting techniques became less methodical and more artistic. ( I have never before in my 30 plus years of painting, EVER felt artistic about it) A series of moving postures more akin to improvising. More smooth and fluid.I went the whole hog including painting the attic stair-well. The job was finished and I went to take a shower.

As I showered my movements were one 'whole' moving. I experienced my machine as a tingling electrical whole body sensing. An electrical vibration of body surrounding an observational platform. A rather heightened state or gradation of the waking state, perhaps. The whole intensity lasting the duration of the shower. In all fairness I should mention that I,ve had alot of practice in the shower with popcorning. It is the residual effects of the effort during popcorning that deliver the results, sometimes way after the initial efforts.

Do the exercises work? Is not the question.The question is: Are you working the exercises?
Stay tuned for more up-dates on " How every movement is an opportunity to work".

konuzion

Up-date to all ICW group members. (Inner Cirle Workshop)


From a personal standpoint there is great motivation to continue my work-on-self committment. Should one of my group members have a question about my progress, it would be terribly embarassing for me to have little to report.From my Work Will I am motivated to to continue work-on-self because I now have the force necessary to discipline myself in these skills. The force that allows me this luxury is provided by my dear ICW members. (Whether they realize this or not)

Like all of us in the Work, I've had stretches of Work practices and then long periods when I just let it run on auto-pilot. In the past, my work-on-self produced some profound results that were too few and far between. I would exert a dollars worth of effort and get a penny in return. There just didn't seem to be enough force to work. Since my borrrowing the necessity of the ICW, A dollars worth of effort now brings in around 20 to 30 cents!There is a definite observable increase in the force available for my work.

If the necessity of the group is great then you must become great to meet that necessity. You rise up because it is necessary. You make efforts because no one else around is willing to make those efforts.I highly recommend this method of borrowing the necessity from a souce greater than your own self-.necessity. It will put a booster rocket under your you-know-what!Shortly I will send out some of my recent results through e-mail. As always, I welcome any questions , comments, or suggestions.

konuzion

I wish to inform all ICW members, personnel, etc.,that I am borrowing their necessity. It became obvious that one could kill 2 birds with one stone, so to speak. Firstly I made a commitment for the benefit of the ICW group whose neccessity must be measurably greater than my own,that I would commit myself to 3 work-exercises during my job every day of the week.

1) ThePopcorn exercise. Forcing the headbrain to assume the functions of the moving centrum. ( practical work on self)

2) The bow and arrow exercise. (The invocation of presense)

3) Diffused vision. ( The human biological machine)

I shall therefore borrow the necessity of the ICW to complete somework on self and in turn become more useful to the group. A more focused presense and attention. A way for my intentionally built "I" to test this idea of actually borrowing the necessity for skills as an eternal voyager.

konuzion